Quitting my job has been like coming up for air.
For the first time and in my life I haven’t had work or school to dictate my day to day activity.
On the one hand, I feel like a loser because I don’t have specific direction and only have a modest side income.
But, there are moments where I clearly see that needing direction is not to be desired. This is what makes most people willingly enlist in jobs they hate. Because they can’t stand the uncertainty, or the undefined-ness.
I now know that doing what I want to do, and feeling like I’m doing what I was meant to do, makes me:
– a more chill person
– a more compassionate person, who is better at relationships
– a more positive person
And I have faith this is the right, and most moral, way to live for me at this time.