I believe my cushy job and salary are have a sub-conscious affect on my entrepreneurial/creative ambition, to the downside.
In terms of my value system, I hold the ladder in much higher esteem than the former. It’s just not clear how to pursue the ladder. Which makes it difficult for you panning and decision making.
I keep coming back to whether or not I can cover my cost of living at 20-25k per year.l, doing something entrepreneurial. Once I reach that, then I can detach from corporate life and focus on a startup, and learning more about technology, full time.